I've been feeling out of sorts lately. As I was making up a batch of waffles for breakfast the other morning, it occurred to me that I might be feeling homesick.
When we first relocated to the prairies from our mountainous home province, everything was exciting and new - an adventure.
Now that we're beginning to integrate into the community, I find that I'm feeling out of step. It seems like everything is done differently here, from the items on offer at the local grocery store to the naming conventions of roads. There's a distinct loss of the familiar and I'm feeling like an alien on a strange planet.
When people you thought were your friends let you down, it adds weight to your burden and presents you with options you'd rather not have to consider.
Add to that, repeated bungling of my personal and medical information by the local medical establishment that has left me with a complete lack of confidence in their abilities and I find I'm longing for home.
The Frenchman tells me he's been feeling the same way. We have each other and I know that as the days progress, we'll eventually settle in here and feel less like outcasts. In the meantime, we continue to work on our home, focus on the positives, and look forward to a change in the weather.
Omnia transeunt - This too shall pass.
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